new years eve

[hearteststill]

well...it's new years eve...woke up around noon, had a lovely muffin and some cherry cola, got online for a bit and have been on since then...been doing some fake stock trade stuff on a site i like...i have to babysit in about an hour, which I'm not that excited about, but thats ok...it's money...i'll get paid...thats the important thing here...is that i'll get paid...i'm hoping i'll be home to watch the big ball drop...maybe be online for it...that would be fun...I'd like to be in new york, but i'm not...i still miss 'her'...maybe i'm crazy and shouldn't miss someone this much, or shouldn't be this crazy about someone considering the past...i don't know...all I know is it's another 5 days before i can talk to her again, which is torture to me...but i'll survive...
I"ve been getting a bunch of radiohead on napster...and now i have to get cleaned up to go babysit...i may wear my new cords I got...i love them so much..nice and warm and comfy...it really is cold here...I think it's only 40 degrees F here...oh well...later~