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hearteststillso many things are running through my head all at once and it's driving me crazy...not everything is bad is the problem...well...i don't know...i think they may be indifferent...neither bad nor good kind of thing...
I got back not long ago from practicing with my band 'Pathetyc' and it was good for a while cause I actually got some jamming done and we have some good sessions going on with some of us but there's like 2 people that don't even need to be in the band...as least not yet...well, i'd say one person cause the other is our 'girl that writes stuff down' girl, which is cool cause we need someone to do that...but my friend kelly wants to play keyboard and the kind of music we want to play doesn't exactly need a keyboard...so it kinda sucks...see...my friend jen and I can jam really well together and make some good stuff when we do...but we need someone that can play base or drums even though jen can play drums...it's hard to sing and play the drums at the same time...the name needs work too...i mean, it's not bad, but it needs work...
And I have this feeling inside...like a lonely kinda depressed feeling and i don't know why...i need to be somewhere...somewhere else than here...especially on New Years...i'm stuck babysitting...and i really don't want to either...they're really cool kids (well, one of them is...the other is a pain in the ass) but I'd like to be spending my new years in new york or somewhere away from here...away from my problems and crap at home...
and i can't find anyone who knows when quills will be here...which sucks...i want to see it damn it...before it comes to video....argh...sigh...
no more to say...
I got back not long ago from practicing with my band 'Pathetyc' and it was good for a while cause I actually got some jamming done and we have some good sessions going on with some of us but there's like 2 people that don't even need to be in the band...as least not yet...well, i'd say one person cause the other is our 'girl that writes stuff down' girl, which is cool cause we need someone to do that...but my friend kelly wants to play keyboard and the kind of music we want to play doesn't exactly need a keyboard...so it kinda sucks...see...my friend jen and I can jam really well together and make some good stuff when we do...but we need someone that can play base or drums even though jen can play drums...it's hard to sing and play the drums at the same time...the name needs work too...i mean, it's not bad, but it needs work...
And I have this feeling inside...like a lonely kinda depressed feeling and i don't know why...i need to be somewhere...somewhere else than here...especially on New Years...i'm stuck babysitting...and i really don't want to either...they're really cool kids (well, one of them is...the other is a pain in the ass) but I'd like to be spending my new years in new york or somewhere away from here...away from my problems and crap at home...
and i can't find anyone who knows when quills will be here...which sucks...i want to see it damn it...before it comes to video....argh...sigh...
no more to say...
