sigh...xmas is boring now...
Dec. 25th, 2000 02:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hearteststillalright...the whole opening presents thing about xmas and the excitement wasn't really there...maybe because i knew about most of my stuff, even though i kinda shouldn't have, or because i've lost interest...i dunno...anyways...
I got this really cool looking guitar that is beyond cool...the base has a brit flag on it and it's a mini backpacker guitar...it's really cool, but when i picked it up to play it, it lost it's coolness almost...I mean, it's still nifty and cool looking, but it's really strange to play...and i kinda wish i could trade it in for a different guitar...but i won't knowing me...i dunno...i'm weird like that...
i got some cool other stuff too though...i got a joycam (polaroid camera), a bunch of cds (little nicky sndtrack, coldplay, limp bizkit, quills soundtrack, etc) I love the Quills soundtrack, it's awesome...and i got some clothes and little stuff...my dad put a cigar in my stocking...that was weird...i dunno why, it's just weird...it's got a cool tube for it though...but it's weird...
and my parents wanted me to go on a walk with them on the beach with my brother, and i said no, but they made me, and then when we were on the beach and it was REALLY windy, they said i could go back because they didn't want me to get sick...i will never understand them...it was cold though...
I've been acting strange lately... i don't know what it is...i've just been acting really weird...i'm not excited about a guitar i liked, i'm not excited about anything really...i've lost my ability to be excited...and yes, that is way too many times of saying that word...i'll stop now...
i'm not sure what to do about myself...i like the guitar, but it's too weird to play...and i'm not sure why i'm not excited about anything...oh well...i'll go think for a bit...
I got this really cool looking guitar that is beyond cool...the base has a brit flag on it and it's a mini backpacker guitar...it's really cool, but when i picked it up to play it, it lost it's coolness almost...I mean, it's still nifty and cool looking, but it's really strange to play...and i kinda wish i could trade it in for a different guitar...but i won't knowing me...i dunno...i'm weird like that...
i got some cool other stuff too though...i got a joycam (polaroid camera), a bunch of cds (little nicky sndtrack, coldplay, limp bizkit, quills soundtrack, etc) I love the Quills soundtrack, it's awesome...and i got some clothes and little stuff...my dad put a cigar in my stocking...that was weird...i dunno why, it's just weird...it's got a cool tube for it though...but it's weird...
and my parents wanted me to go on a walk with them on the beach with my brother, and i said no, but they made me, and then when we were on the beach and it was REALLY windy, they said i could go back because they didn't want me to get sick...i will never understand them...it was cold though...
I've been acting strange lately... i don't know what it is...i've just been acting really weird...i'm not excited about a guitar i liked, i'm not excited about anything really...i've lost my ability to be excited...and yes, that is way too many times of saying that word...i'll stop now...
i'm not sure what to do about myself...i like the guitar, but it's too weird to play...and i'm not sure why i'm not excited about anything...oh well...i'll go think for a bit...
