(no subject)
Dec. 17th, 2000 09:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hearteststillyay...i figured out this thing cool!...i feel accomplished....
okay...it's not at the point where it's really late yet...but i'm tired...I was just talking to my friend jp and he was funny...i'm now part of the conformist flock of sheep...it was funny...it was a good conversation though, i had much fun...oh ode to hot topic...i do love thee...anyways...
..I had a very lovely conversation with S today...it was cool...things are getting a lot better i think, and I'm happy about it...there's not that out of place feeling anymore...well, it's still there a tiny bit but i try to push it aside...but there's a lot fo stuff to get over...
...i turned down a blind date that was supposed to be tomorrow...i kinda wanted to go, but i couldn't stop thinking of S ...and it wasn't just her...the girl i was gonna go out with was severely in the closet, and i don't like that too much...and blind dates are scary anyways...but i turned it down...i shouldn't feel bad, but i do cause the girl was looking forward to it and stuff like that...oh well...
I don't know what to do...i'm getting some music off napster that jp wanted me to get because apparently my music taste is a little odd to him...so i'm getting some stuff he suggested and some stuff that is on his radio show a lot...it's good goth music...industrial too...grim faeires, the cure, that kind of stuff...it's good music too...
...anyways...i'm just kinda really in a blah mood, but thats ok...i'll go back to my napster slowness and wonder what S is doing...
~later
okay...it's not at the point where it's really late yet...but i'm tired...I was just talking to my friend jp and he was funny...i'm now part of the conformist flock of sheep...it was funny...it was a good conversation though, i had much fun...oh ode to hot topic...i do love thee...anyways...
..I had a very lovely conversation with S today...it was cool...things are getting a lot better i think, and I'm happy about it...there's not that out of place feeling anymore...well, it's still there a tiny bit but i try to push it aside...but there's a lot fo stuff to get over...
...i turned down a blind date that was supposed to be tomorrow...i kinda wanted to go, but i couldn't stop thinking of S ...and it wasn't just her...the girl i was gonna go out with was severely in the closet, and i don't like that too much...and blind dates are scary anyways...but i turned it down...i shouldn't feel bad, but i do cause the girl was looking forward to it and stuff like that...oh well...
I don't know what to do...i'm getting some music off napster that jp wanted me to get because apparently my music taste is a little odd to him...so i'm getting some stuff he suggested and some stuff that is on his radio show a lot...it's good goth music...industrial too...grim faeires, the cure, that kind of stuff...it's good music too...
...anyways...i'm just kinda really in a blah mood, but thats ok...i'll go back to my napster slowness and wonder what S is doing...
~later
