no quills for me...=(

turns out the online place i went lied about Quills being there...so I'm not getting to see it today...or tomorrow, or next week unless it comes next friday...oh well...i made myself a very yummy mocha this morning, so i'm content i suppose... I am a bit disappointed though...oh well...more disappointed that i won't have anyone here to share Valentine's with...ho hum... nothing to do... i am going out with the parental units on V day...a good restaurant too, but I'm still disappointed...well... not disappointed... just sad i guess... oh well... i'll go now...nothing exciting going on...just in a chat i like...

bored out of my mind

boring day...I may watch Silence of the Lambs tonight or tomorrow morning...I can't decide when...I don't wan tto have nightmares, so I may watch it tomorrow and have a full day of Hannibal Lector...I'm going to see Hannibal tomorrow... that will be fun... 'rents are going out to dinner tomorrow night as well...so that means house to myself...hurray...actually...it sucks being home alone...nothing to do...but it's better than being home with them...
got a few emails from a long lost sister today...i was suspicious as I should be, and she got angry because I told her to stop the 'lovey dovey stuff' she was doing...cause she was saying love you and stuff i didn't want to hear...but you have to understand I hadn't heard a word from her in over a year...so thats why... and I was about to be put in the middle of things between her and my dad (which is actually a grudge from 15 years ago...divorce grudge) and so i told her i didn't want to be in the middle, and I'm older than she thinks and all that fun stuff...and she got angry as was expected...so we no longer talk once more.... what fun... we put the 'fun' in dysfunctional....hurray for that...

ok enough of that... I"m going to have yummy frozen pizza soon, and maybe watch silence of the lambs after all...
later~