early morning...already turns to crap...

[hearteststill]

Alright...I decided I would get on this morning...check some mail before i go to class...and things have already gone to crap...I don't like the feeling really...but what else is there to do... can't find out what someone really thinks of me or what they want from a situation or what they want from me...and now they appear to be angry...so i think to myself, "what have i done this time?"...thats not a good thing to think when someone is angry at you and you don't know why...but oh well... must go to class now...ugh...and think about this constantly instead of paying attention...