Feb. 17th, 2001

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woke up at 10, got online, been online since...thats about it...trying to figure out what to do with my friend Kacie tomorrow or Monday... we may go see a movie or something..not sure yet though... we both lack transportation..

god i couldn't be anymore boring or bored than I am now...and i don't really feel like playing rollercoaster tycoon...eyes are sore already...i may go watch tv...argh...bored..must..find..something..to do...ooo...i'll go hook up my answering machine to my line...okay...problem solved for at least 10 minutes...people need get on ICQ! grr...
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ok...i changed my icon thingy back...i missed my bat dude, and so did someone else...so i changed it back...
i'm bouncy/hyper a bit now...been running up and down the stairs cause my mom keeps asking me to do stuff (clean room, take clothes upstair, clean up mess,etc.) and of course my mom comes in the room, asks what i'm doing and why I keep the door closed...ugh...hate when she does that... she thinks i'm looking at porn or something really 'bad'...so she tells me to keep the door open...grr...now i hear football on tv...hate that..."Looks like it's on the 10 yard line and that'll be a first down!" hate sports on tv...i hate hearing that under my music which I can't turn up because then I'd have to close the door...grr...
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I've been thinking too much lately...about lots of different things...i'm just so confused by so many things, and don't know how to say stuff like that to people without bringing them down...i don't know what to think about things...and maybe i'm not "ready" for certain things... i don't know...i'm just really confused, and don't know how to talk about certain things with certain people...and i hate that about myself...
what i would give to be somewhere else right now... I don't want to seem like I'm just doting either...that's why i was distant to them...and they know who they are... I just want to know how they feel...what they feel for me...what they want... and I can't ask that... i always think i end up sounding angry or something like that when I'm not at all...more just inquisitive, wanting to know how they feel...
I want to say what I feel, what I think...but can't...and i'm sorry...
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"Deliver Me"- Sarah Brightman
"3 Libras"- A perfect Circle
"Don't give that girl a gun"- Indigo Girls
"Galileo"- Indigo Girls
pretty much any Dido song...especially "All you want" and the last one on the cd...
this all goes along kinda with the last post...sad really...depressed kinda sad...

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