Feb. 6th, 2001

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Alright...I decided I would get on this morning...check some mail before i go to class...and things have already gone to crap...I don't like the feeling really...but what else is there to do... can't find out what someone really thinks of me or what they want from a situation or what they want from me...and now they appear to be angry...so i think to myself, "what have i done this time?"...thats not a good thing to think when someone is angry at you and you don't know why...but oh well... must go to class now...ugh...and think about this constantly instead of paying attention...
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ok...hypothetical situation (not really)...say you've got a friend or ex or significant other you like a lot, occasionally say the 3 big words...(i love you)...and you say you had a dream about someone you think is cute....harmless dream... you said they were cute, big deal...doesn't mean anything...especially if it's only a friend you're talking to...
see, thats what i don't understand...why the friend/significant other/ex/whatever they are, gets angry saying you lust over other people and still say i love you...and they don't understand it... I truly don't understand people...I wouldn't get angry...you say some one is cute...big deal...to me, that's like saying a person's fav. celebrity is cute/hot...
and then i try to say i need to figure some things out that are going on in my head, and I get yelled at almost, and have someone be angry at me...i don't get that either... what did i do?? because truly, i have no clue... wow...i said someone was cute...someone who is straight, and i'd never do anything with because they are my friend that what i really don't understand...
oh well...i eat now...take mind of crap...
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ok...i don't normally like these...but i'm semi-bored...


FULL NAME: Lucy Zeller Ash ( i used to hate my middle name...now i like it cause i can be called Zee, or Z)
Nicknames: Zee, Z, Goose, Goosey Lucy,
BIRTHPLACE: Aurora, CO
HOMETOWN: PV Beach, FL
CURRENT RESIDENCE: ma crib fool
HAIR COLOR: light brown naturally but it wants to be purple
SIBLINGS: 3 sisters and a brother
DO YOU DRINK: yup..to survive...
SHAMPOO OR CONDITIONER:both
TOOTHPASTE: umm..last one i used was Rugrats lime green one that tasted yummy!
DO YOU MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE?: umm...i'm made fun of too much to do it to anyone else...
FAVORITE COLORS: purple & black
ONE SPOT ON YOUR BODY YOU'D IMPROVE: too much to name...
ONE PILLOW OR TWO: depends... 4 sleeping 'twould be one big body pillow...and a semi small head one
FAVORITE TYPES OF MUSIC:ill listen to anything almost,cept some country and some rap and jazz
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT: too much stuff...
YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW(S): Buffy,Charmed,Popular, Whose Line
is it Anyways?, JOhnny Bravo and just about anything on Cartoon Network
AGE WHEN SANTA'S TRUE IDENTITY WAS REVEALED:he has a true identity???
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD:Guinness Beer logo
FAVORITE BOARD GAME: monopoly!!
FAVORITE TOWN TO CHILL IN: i dunno...
PLACE YOU'D LIKE TO VISIT MOST:London
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:broken heart...and dreams shattered...both are a tie
BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: being in love...but i dunno if i've truly had that yet...i could say yes though for trying to be optimistic's sake...
FAVORITE THINGS TO DO ON THE WEEKENDS:TECH!!!but on the off days...sleep and get online
FAVORITE SOUNDTRACK:Nightmare Before Christmas
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MOrNING:"No more school!! more sleep!!"
FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR: Autumn
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: i don't think so
ROLLER COASTERS: The Hulk!!
PEN OR PENCIL: pencil. (better for drawing stuff)
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?:2...or 1...doesn't matter...i don't answer it much
FUTURE OR CURRENT SON'S NAME: i had in my head a minute ago...
FUTURE OR CURRENT DAUGHTER'S NAME: Graham (inside type thing...must ask me for answer why)
FAVORITE FOODS:mac 'n' cheesey goodness...muffins...strawberries!!!
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: ummm...i'll take the 5th on that
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONVICTED OF A CRIME: not convicted...
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: STRAWBERRY!!!!i'm such a rebel...
FAVORITE CANDY BAR OR ICE CREAM: strawberry icecream anyday...but has to have real strawberries in it though...very yummy
FAVORITE SOFT DRINK:Dr. Pepper or Mtn. Dew
CROUTONS OR BACON BITS: croutons of course
FAVORITE SALAD DRESSING:um...ranch i guess...i dunno...i don't like salad
MEAT EATER?: nope...i miss it though...
DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE: uh...not the bug...but automatic yeah
DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS: 2...they stay in my bed at the bottom of my bed cause i'm too lazy to take 'em out...Blue and ma rabbit dude named Caligor
WHAT TYPE OF CAR WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? yellow bug...i don't want it though
IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON, DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? i dunno...maybe the marquis de sade, or clea duvall
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: margueritas
WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?: taurus
WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE POET?: edger allan poe, or vampy...never said they had to be famous...

GIRLS: WOULD YOU EVER ASK A GUY FOR HIS SHIRT? nope...don't like guys much...only the cool ones that don't act like they're 5
AS A CHILD, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP?: a singer
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: radio dj
IF YOU COULD HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT AND WHERE WOULD IT BE?: hmm...maybe something from Nightmare before Xmas...on my shoulder, or arm...
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE: dont know truly
WHAT IS ON YOUR WALLS IN YOUR ROOM: brit flag, some posters...
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SNAPPLE: umm...green tea snapple...the new one
FAVORITE MOVIE: BUt I"m a cheerleader, Girl Interrupted, Heavenly Creatures
FAVORITE MOVIE YOU HAVE SEEN RECENTLY: Dracula 2000
FAVORITE BOOK: Misfortunes of Virtue, Marquis de Sade
WHAT INSPIRES YOU: friends that can draw...people, certain ones though...
ARE YOU A RIGHTY OR A LEFT OR AMBIDEXTROUS: lefty
DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: nope, im a pecker

IF YOU COULD BE ONE GARDENING TOOL, WHAT WOULD YOU BE:this
question always confuses me
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?a box with stuffed animals...and some skeletons
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?: 13
WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR:my hair dude's lexus he got all jacked up with a fin and chrome wheels and its silver and looks cool...or a nice cool lookin motorbike
FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH: none...but if i had to pick..i'd say hockey
WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE SAID AT YOUR EULOGY: i dont want a eulogy, or
anyone to come to my funeral...
ANY FANTASIES YOU WISH YOU COULD FULFILL?: probably...but none i'll share...
TICKLISH?: yup...
SEXIEST ACCENT?: british...definitely british...although irish is pretty sexy too...


ok....done with lovely survey...hehe...i don't like the caps lock, but it was in an email and i didn't want to re-type it...

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